deadeR.
heRe.
nowheRe.
stuff.
things.
eclectic.
nsfw.
a man.
THEY pRoudly pRonounced"MESSYHEAD!" .
mental illnesses.
that's it.
I Really am nothing.
a snippet of mind I leave behind.
All of You aRe the noise.
I spew diff colouRs of this on photo poetRy and diaRy blogs.
not much left.
I just ejaculate.
veRbose moRose aRticulate.
hand shandy head candy.
like dRops of bRain juice.
from bRain balls.
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insta: thetechnicolourtimemachine.
it's a fReeflow diaRy of mental illness etc. sehr embarrassing. Face slap stuff. moRe daily wheRe I float my sinking boat (tho not been on for a while). poetRy blog at :@ deadrwords. Photo diary blog at@ depressive biology. Luvvee dovee relationship s**t at @Heart of Mirkwood Music blog at @deadrwaves. That's all folks! "Oi ! tha's nay oly in t'lamp lad !" aye a kno. summert do wi mi yed bein not reet or summert tha kno's aah uw gis a s**t anyhow =\
Still feel weird. On an edge. Why? So 3am woke. Fed cat. Got nose bleed. Why? At least today has been calmer. I think I had worried my son. He’s not seen me visibily struggle for months. It feels like the aftermath of a seizure or stroke, in that it can take time to come back around. I don’t feel fully in charge yet. Something doesn’t feel right inside. Disconcerting.
